It’s not compulsory that human being’s all sin act is done in their unawareness. Many illicit acts say, the illegal relationship we perform in our lives with our full awareness of knowledge but still, we like to tag them as our unawareness deeds because we want to escape from the Supreme Almighty’s Court of Justice for the sake of our forgiveness of those committed SIN acts.
Ryno standing in the confessional box of the Church confessing his sins in front of the priest and receive absolution from the guilt of his sins.
What makes him a sinner?
Ryno in his whispered voice confessing his sin “I fucked my best friend’s wife. I have been best friends with this man throughout my entire life. He is still closer to me than any family member. Many years later I still feel bad about that illegal relationship which what I did……..”
A few years back ………
Peter, 40 years old, an established businessman running happily and successfully both his business and 7 years marital life with his gorgeous wife Filona and kid.
Peter often throw parties in his home with his business associates cum friends. One night they had invited Ryno his childhood best friend to dinner at their house. Tall handsome bachelor Ryno was out of the country for a couple of years due to his IT profession and just back from abroad a few days ago. Ryno couldn’t attend his best friend’s marriage as he switched off from the country during that time due to his job. So Peter was eager to introduce his wife and kid with his best friend.
Finally, they unite after a long time, Ryno gets amazed when Peter introduced gorgeous Filona with him because of Peter, since his college days, was extremely unfit when it comes to women then how come he elected a lingerie model as his wife.
Nevertheless, Peter won the jackpot. But after seven years of marriage, they were on the rocks for reasons that gave another blow to Ryno.
Peter and Ryno were sipping cocktails in the living room and the talk turned to favorite movies. The couple spoke of a movie they loved, something which Ryno had never heard of and now forget, and Peter offered to lend it to Ryno. Ryno shrugged and agreed to watch it and at that moment their sleeping baby began to cry from upstairs.
The couple looked at each other, the infant was their last resort to keep the marriage together. It’s always a mistake to bring a child into the world as an option against divorce.
Peter told “I’ll go check on her, she probably needs changing. You get him the movie.” And he got up to go upstairs.
What happened afterward?
Ryno and Filona went down to the TV room in the finished basement to find the movie CD. He was standing behind her while she stood in front of a bookshelf of CDs. He was looking at her body, not the CDs. Hardly had he intended any kind of negative action with her, she was off limits and it was never an issue.
But now, even after seven years of marriage and a child, Filona’s former model body was still lissom and tight and she wore a gauzy top with lacy cuts at the midriff that showed her belly. And then she reached up to get the CD from the top shelf.
His erupted organ now made him bold and shameless that without thinking his hands went around her blouse and he clenched her breasts and began to fondle her.
Ryno: “My ears were burning with shame, and I suddenly felt suppressed lust, embarrassment, expectancy, and the notion of a slap and bitter words for that illegal act.”
But all she said was, ‘Oh!’ as I massaged her breasts from behind. I could feel her nipples hardening in her bra. And then she found the CD she wanted on the top shelf and pulled it down.”
When desires overcome all limits?
She turned to the CD and Ryno noticed her eyes were unfocused and dazed. She put the CD on a small table and whispered, “Hurry,” and walked over to the lounger in front of the TV.
“She undid her jeans and pushed them down and leaned down on the arm of the recliner. “Hurry!,” she whispered in a husky voice, more insistently.
Ryno: “Now my heart was racing. I could still turn and run up the stairs but I didn’t. Without thinking I undid my belt and pulled my pants down and found myself ready for that illegal relationship.”
“I saw her perfect naked ass raised for me, her head down on her arms, her hair obscuring her face. I took advantage. It was quick. The excitement, the anticipation, the unexpected lust, the danger all contributed to making it incredibly satisfying as were her soft grunts. She pulled her jeans up over the wetness, ignoring it. I pulled myself together. The entire episode hadn’t taken three minutes I would guess. She grabbed the CD and bounded up the stairs and I followed.”
When Peter came downstairs the CD was on the coffee table. He went to the kitchen sink to wash his hands and the conversation picked up where it left off.
When guilt made him down?
Ryno: “There were no significant glances between Filona and myself but I felt evil, dirty, guilty, and like a conspirator for that illegal relationship. I never had any secrets with my friend before he even knew my PIN. Now, this was a huge block. When I drove home that night all I could think of was what I had done.
It was so wrong and yet it felt so fucking good the entire short time. I had rarely felt so fully satisfied. It was all I could think of for the next few days.”
Post few days, Filona called him for the meet. They have to talk, as he also expecting her call so, he agreed to meet at a coffee place near her house.
Rony: (on his way) “As I drove to the coffee shop my heart was in my throat thinking she was going to say, ‘I’m pregnant,’ though I knew it was too soon for her to know.”
When he got there, she was sitting at a table with coffee for both of them. He sat down in silence. It was awkward as hell.
Filona: “I’ve never done anything like that before.”
She didn’t need to explain, he knew what she meant so said nothing to her.
Filona: “That was incredibly wrong of us”
Ryno: I felt like shit for our illegal relationship.
She put her hand on him to make a point and leaned over. His naughty acts was aroused to pounce her
Ryno: “I stretched out with my finger and stroked her breast. She looked me in the eyes and pursed her lips.”
Filona then grabbed his hand and dragged him out of the shop to her car where they fucked in the parking lot of Starbucks.
After it was over, while dressing up, panting, she just said, “We’re getting a divorce.”
continue……..In the confessional box of church
Ryno’s confession to the priest…
“Years passed by but as their marriage disintegrated into a vicious and acrimonious divorce I was engaged in the most satisfying sexual adventure of my life. That illegal relationship lasted for two years, always in secret. No one knew I think. At least, it never got back to me.
Many years later when we would meet by chance at a party or event she would look me in the eye and we would sneak off to a hotel or to her car for a quickie and then return. It didn’t even matter if she or I were with some other partner. We had the chemistry.
It was wrong, so incredibly unforgivably wrong on every level of an illegal relationship. And I regret it felt like a colluder. Eventually, she moved far away. We haven’t seen each other in years.”
“Never judge people on the choices they make. You never know what they had to choose from. Be a little more compassionate.”